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Posted 6/7/2012 7:00:13 PM by Sakura23 - [Show All My Posts]
|Hey everyone :)|
been a awhile since i wrote a normal blog thing bout sl lol.
last thing i posted was about the fires going on here. Well they were pretty scary ><; i never seen a fire that close to town before x.x; As you seen from the pics was very orange/red skys for a bit., Was great to see the blue sky agian when the fires finally got under control. They are -not- out yet,
but there still working on them. Thank god for firemen/women ect... huh
Wed be screwed and tattooed royally without there help. Anyways, back to what i wanted to just ramble on about. As you all seen, yes im dating agian.
You people that been reading my blogs for 4yrs, know excatlly what i write and say here. I had a lot of crap happend to me as you all know. Maybe this time i finally got it right with carl. I certianly hope i learned my lessons over the time i been on sl. I finally learned men are ass holes. i learned men dont give a shit bout you just want one thing. -However- Not all men are like this. Carl is from the UK so i see him when i see him. This helps me from being clingy. I like to do things on my own and he knows i have issues with trust ect. Im still learning that - I CAN- Trust in myself and in men agian. Its taking time, but will come around. Things are going very well between us. I still have that TINY voice(and im sure most of you have it)" If its to good to be true its not playing" but im really really trying to change my thinking. Its very hard, but agian all change takes time. Carl knows every little detail, bout my really bad past and has been very very understanding. Infact, his probably the most understanding person i ever met o.o; who would have thought. Back to what i was saying for a min, bout him knowing every detail of my past, well i had to tell him everything pretty much spilled my guts out to him, i may not fully trust him yet, but iam very honest and open i wanted to give him that much, I wanted to know what he was getting into. I wanted to know i was destoryed by "stupid idiots" his words not mine haha. Lets go to more happy stuffs!. We even have a song(only cos i liked it xD) and he does to. Im a BIG JPOP fan, Only cos i like music from anime like NANA, Inuyasha Sailor moon, Devil May Cry Ect. well we picked "Olivia lufkin - Starless night -" (from NANA). Its a very good song, and relfects what I BEEN through. Google it and check it out for yourself if you want.(i have the song posted on another blog if you want the english lyrics ^^) Anyways thats enough of me rambling on hope you all have a good day/ eve/night
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